Written By Casper
I’m not myself, I feel something within
I’ve lost control of my actions and thoughts
I intentionally commit atrocities
but it’s not my fault, there’s something in me
there’s a battle deep down in my soul
a willing spirit but a weak flesh
fighting for a possession of mine
the willing spirit, now weak, and out of breath
why keep fighting what’s a part of me?
I have a feeling I’m fighting myself
I came to realize I’ve an inner demon
I accept it, long live the bond
I adore me more than ever
the devil in me, a pirate’s treasure
it taught me to stop living a lie
so to a life of lies, a bid goodbye
it taught me how to live in solitude
inner peace at long last
I used to hate my actions and inactions
hoarding so much guilt in my fragile heart
yes, I know there’s a devil in me
but I don’t want it set free
I’m tired of fighting who I am cos of societal regulations set to try to make me better
yes, I know there’s a devil in me
and I’m never letting go
I am the devil and the devil is me
together and forever, we live and grow