Written By Zee Frost
Clock strikes at midnight,
Alone in the darkness,
I feel the pain,
It keeps beating on me like a drum,
Pulling me into a pit of endless would’ves, could’ves and should’ves,
The constant throbbing of my mind’s strain.
Voices roaring effortlessly within,
They’re tearing me down,
My heart is delicate but heavy,
And I wear a frown.
I loathe myself sometimes,
Especially in the darkest hours,
When my past mistakes come to leave me haunted,
It’s often easy to be one’s worst enemy,
I can’t deny.
I see my flaws in everything,
I nitpick to death in silence,
I criticize myself with every breath.
Every seconds of the day,
It’s a battle within,
A fight against the demons that always win.
But slowly, I’m learning to love and accept,
The parts of myself I hate and reject,
I’m trying to see the beauty in my most ugly sides,
I’m learning to love myself for who I am,
To embrace the flaws and be my biggest fan.
To silence the critics and find my voice,
To make peace with myself and rejoice.
It’s a journey and I know it’s not easy,
To change the way I think isn’t simple,
But I’m determined to make a change,
To break free from this self-imposed cage.
I’m opening my heart, and I’m letting in the light,
Banishing the darkness and taking flight.
I’m loving myself,
I’m learning to soar,
With my light, darkness and the in-between,
To rise above and beyond,
To conquer once more…
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