EASY WAY OUT (Midnight Thoughts)

Written By Casper

We’ve all been there; sad, lonely, angry, basically annoyed at everything and everyone for all the wrong reasons.
‎Spending majority of the night brooding over regrets and decisions that could’ve been taken differently.
‎It makes you come to a disturbing conclusion on how life just wasn’t meant for you, and wonder why you swam so fast to reach the egg in the first place.
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‎What if you didn’t exist?
‎Would things have been easy?
‎Some christians claim we were once in heaven before being conceived and brought to earth.
‎To that I ask, why would anyone want to leave a so-called place of comfort and endless happiness, to a place that makes you want to rip your own heart out to stop the pain of reality?
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‎Then the disturbing conclusion haunts you; should you take the easy way out and what would be the easiest way to begin with?
‎You feel as though ridding yourself of existence would solve everything and to make things worse, you regularly think, “maybe everyone’s life would be much easier with me out of the way”.
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‎You feel weak, defeated, lost.
‎Well, there are lots of easy ways to end it, some painful, others lethal and some, quiet.
‎No matter what happens, a good night’s sleep mostly fixes everything. Waking up to a fresh new day and realizing there is a chance to work out a legacy even through thick and thin. And if you still feel somewhat emotionally drained, remember, you already crossed that desert several times and still made it out alive, stronger and experienced.
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‎Do not shut out the midnight thoughts completely; in fact, embrace your demons, they’re a part of who you are.
‎Just make sure your demons do not take over your willpower.

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